SANJIVANI SHARMA

PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE They are just three simple words but hold so much value to a person. It scares the shit out of em'. You stop yourself from your past Struggles with your present and are scared of your future. We load ourselves with thoughts, the ones which we do not need but are not in control of the human brain. Our past experiences are one of them that leave our wounds open and as we move on in life we let those wound heal ourselves but at the cost of fear of  our future and the possibilities  that it might turn a wound again. I can quote 100 examples for you to relate and bring you to the fact that these examples just highlights the fear that we are growing  with every phase of life. It stops us from living and valuing the precious gifts that we already have. Fear has a property of expanding, as you give it a thought it captures your whole room. It is actually your conscious that knows you're affected bu

WHAT IS TO BE A WOMAN? BY SANJIVANI SHARMA WHAT IS IT TO BE A WOMAN? I'VE SEEN WOMEN AROUND ME WHO'VE LEFT ALL THEY HAD TO RAISE A FAMILY. I'VE SEEN WOMEN WHO HEARS FROM  THEIR HUSBAND FOR NO REASON BUT SAVES IT ALL FOR THEIR HOME. THREE WOMEN BY AMRITA SHERGILL I'VE SEEN WOMEN  IN PAIN TO GIVE MORE THAN HER CAPABILITIES TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN VALUE HER. WHAT IS TO BE A WOMAN? I'VE SEEN WOMEN BEING ALL STRONG DEDICATED TOWARDS THEIR GOALS. I'VE SEEN WOMEN MANAGING THEIR HOUSEHOLD, AND THEIR HUSBANDS BEING A PILLAR IN THEIR SUCCESS. I'VE SEEN WOMEN EARNING SAME AS MEN. I'VE SEEN WOMEN BEING THE COVER OF THE NEW WORLD. WHAT IS IT TO BE  A WOMAN? WOMEN GO THROUGH PAIN OF THE UNSPOKEN REALITIES, IS THE MOST OBJECTIFIED AND HER WORK IS NOT APPRECIATED ENOUGH. FOR WHAT BECAUSE SHE'S A WOMAN? AND IF YOU THINK WORKING AT THE SAME PLACE AND EARNING SAME WAGE MAKE THINGS EQUAL THEN YOU H

A TRAVEL TALE I come from a family where travelling is an essential. If I  go back in the past and tales that I've grown hearing, my elders used to tell me that they were brahmins who used to go for travelling for days in search of food and shelter. They used to sing in their joyous voices travelling everywhere. This is a really old tale, but some genes really sticks through. When I became aware about what travelling was,  I already had traveled half of the country. My parents are fond of travelling and they traveled everywhere, I started my first steps in Chandigardh and I have spent few months of my childhood in Chennai. Since childhood I have been travelling in the hills every year Be it Himachal, Uttrakhand or any northern hills and there have been no year with god's grace that I have'nt done less than 5 trips a year. It's not about what my parent's have given me It's about what their parent's have given them

  CORONAVIRUS By Sanjivani sharma COVID-19 A SERIES OF VIRUS THAT NO ONE WAS AWARE ABOUT,   JUST IN SPAN OF FEW MONTHS HAVE BOUGHT A DRASTIC CHANGE TO THE WORLD. THE ENTIRE WORLD IS SHUT DUE TO COVID-19. DEATH RATES HAVE SUCCEDEED, SOME COUNTRIES ARE HIGHLY EFFECTED TO THE EXTEND THAT HALF OF THEIR POPULATION IS GONE. THERE IS SHORTAGE OF FOOD, LOSS OF EMPLOYMENT AT A MAJOR LEVEL, ENTIRE TOURIM SECTOR IS SHUT AND ECONOMIES HAVE FALLEN DRASTICALLY. NO ONE KNEW A VIRUS HAVE THE CAPACITY TO DETROY LIVES OF BILLIONS. THIS SUDDEN CHANGE IN LIVES OF PEOPLE IS NOT TEMPORARY, IT IS SOMETHING THAT WILL LEAVE THINGS UNCHANGED. WE HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS VIRUS FOREVER, AND THIS AS IT SEEMS SO EASY TO WRITE IS ACTUALLY SO DEVASTATING FOR US AND FOR OUR CHILDREN IN FUTURE. THIS CHANGE IS NOT LIMITED TO ME BUT TO THE ENTIRE GLOBE, EVERY SPECIES IS EFFECTED. BUT EXCEPTIONS ARE ALWAYS THERE, FOR SOME SPECIES MOSTLY EVERY EXCEPT HUMANS HAVE GOT A CHANCE TO FINALLY LIVE IN A BARRIER

PROBABILITY'S  Why do I start things When there's no probability that I'll achieve it. Why should I do things in a hope  for a better future? What aim am I following  which have a probability of  probably NEVER. Am i loosing motivation towards my dreams? Well, what are dreams for? For  it to be shattered from the expectations that  you've been building for so long. What probability does a person have while investing their efforts on something? How simple you think it is to stand strong towards having another dream. What is the probability it won't  be like the one that already happened? It is so easy to comment and blow all the efforts that human have been making to  achieve their goals. The pace is probably different but the efforts speaks for it. But what are the efforts ultimately? Is the probability to all my lifetime's effort will be a  regret? Well I don'

SMELLY TALES I have a habit of  remembering people with their smells. It is something that says allot about people who they are, how they act,  what is their nature and what habitat they live in. Smells/odors are very important part of humans. I always treat myself as a mammal and so are we, We've evolved from mammals and when there was no medium of communication and everybody looked the same, people use to identify their mates or their loved ones by their smells. Still a lot of animals do this to recognize their mates, some recognize by the smell of their urine, poop or just by the body. Smells are also a very sexual thing, The natural smell of your body attracts the opposite sex most of the times or the taste of fragrance that you choose, It is natural and that's how  Advertisement companies are endorsing their brands for so long. I've been in contact with many people since 21 years And i still have their smells around me. Som

PUKE IT ALL OUT. THE WORST THING THAT A BODY CAN PERFORM  NATURALLY IS PUKING. I JUST HATE IT FROM THE CORE. THAT'S WHY I JUST DON'T PUKE, I KEEP IT INSIDE MY GUT EVEN IF THE HILL IS TOO CIRCULAR OR THE ROAD IS TOO BUMPY, I JUST KEEP TO MYSELF. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME  TO PUKE. OR EVEN INITIATE IT A LOT OF TIMES WHEN I'M EXTREMELY  ILL, MY PARENTS RECOMMEND ME TO JUST PUT A FINGER DOWN MY THROAT AND LET IT ALL OUT. TO LET OUT OF THE WASTE THAT I'VE BEEN STORING FOR LONG BUT HAD NO GUTS TO SPILL IT SO,  I KEPT IN MY GUT. BUT TODAY IT WAS DIFFERENT IT WAS STRANGE,  I WAS LIGHT AND DID'NT HAD ANYTHING SO HEAVY, BUT YES I WAS FEELING TOXIC ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS  FROM MY PAST. AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT RELIEVED AFTER PUKING. I PUKED PUKED IT ALL TO A STRANGER WHO WOULD'NT COMMENT ON MY EATING HABITS, ON MY PERSONAL CHOICES, WHO WON'T JUDGE ME THE WAY I PUKE AND WHO WOUL

Fear I'll keep it short and simple cause i don't really talk  about my fears, rather it's a question to you'll Do you fear of fear? Fear of getting the fear back and leaving you all  afraid, helpless. It makes the worst  of yourself. The fear that have no boundaries and eats every precious  quality that you made after so many efforts, and you know it took you a while to get all the mess sorted but the wave of fear  just comes without even  letting you know. I join things up, I think my life is a puzzle  and every new phase is a piece of my  past, And I link everything to my past. But the worst is  I fear of my past, I don't want it to comeback. I know I'm much more stronger than it, but sometimes when you've  got experience of that fear from very close it just keeps haunting you. It's like  the taste of the first medicine that you taste in your mouth even if you're 50 o

TO MY CLASS OF 2020 To my class of 2020, starting from the broken aspirations I am one of you. And I am so proud of you all! For the courage that you've shown by full filling and ending your own chapters, it takes hell lot of guts do to it. Wearing a saree getting yourself clicked in quarantine or by making vlogs of your journeys and watching it on loops or video conferencing your last class on zoom  or by having the meets limited to google meets, you all have acted so brave and  I being one of you am so proud  That we did this too. The start was smooth we already had our things planned  to our ending the journey with a bang, With every year that passed  us bidding goodbyes to our seniors it did broke our heart but you've to agree, it also tickled us with a thought of us being on the other side and getting a better poolside party! But it did not end up like that... Our investment to the best part of our life ha

STAY I urge for the long to end between us , I urge for us to touch again The warmth that I've been missing  continues to keep me in pain Leaving a thought to my parents that why our child is so cold ? Should I dare to tell them the urge of Vitamin D to your raise, of your presence is so high that  Why is it so strange that  I've been falling sick and sick? The doctor who knows it all prescribes the best medicine, to cancel out and stay alone at home Home, where the thoughts don't get tangled with you Where I don't know you Where I push you away to rise again Where I don't answer back to what you say I let you go away I should do it to get better they say. All I do is see Because it's not me who does it, I've said I'm sorry   It's not in my hands, it never was.. But I watch you And you , You chose to stay But if you would've gone away my love I swear you would've left m

HOPE A MOTIVATIONAL POST IT'S BEEN QUITE A HORRIFYING TIME FOR THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE. THEIR WORK, ASPIRATIONS, INVESTMENTS EVERYTHING IS AT STAKE. ALL THEY HAVE IS HOPE. HOPE FOR A BETTER FUTURE AND A BETTER LIVING, HOPE FOR A SURROUNDING JUST AS NORMAL IT WAS. BUT WILL IT ACTUALLY  BE LIKE THAT? NATURE IS TAKING IT'S OWN TIME, WE HOPED BEFORE FOR A BETTER FUTURE, FOR A BETTER SURROUNDING AND FOR A BETTER NATURE AND NOW THAT WE ARE ACTUALLY GETTING A BETTER TOMORROW, WE DON'T LIKE OUR TODAY. BECAUSE WE KEEP A HOPE OF SOMETHING BETTER THAN TODAY EVERYDAY. WE HUMANS ARE NOT SATISFIED OF WHAT WE HAVE AND WE KEEP LOOKING FOR A BETTER TOMORROW IN HOPE OF PEACE AND SATISFACTION. WHAT WE REALLY NEED TO UNDERSTAND IS THAT WE ARE IN PRESENT LIVING A BETTER TODAY THAT WE HOPED IN PAST. HOPE IS A WEAKNESS AND A STRENGTH FOR HUMANS, IT GIVES THEM RAY OF HAPPINESS, IT GIVES THEM A PUSH TO WORK, IT GIVES THEM A MEANING TO THEIR LIVES.