FEAR

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Fear


I'll keep it short and simple
cause i don't really talk 
about my fears,
rather it's a question to you'll
Do you fear of fear?
Fear of getting the fear back
and leaving you all 
afraid, helpless.
It makes the worst 
of yourself.
The fear
that have no boundaries
and eats every precious 
quality that you made
after so many efforts,
and you know it took you a while
to get all the mess sorted
but the wave of fear 
just comes without even 
letting you know.
I join things up,
I think my life is a puzzle 
and every new phase is a piece of my 
past,
And I link everything to my past.
But the worst is 
I fear of my past,
I don't want it to comeback.
I know I'm much more
stronger than it,
but sometimes when you've 
got experience of that fear
from very close
it just keeps haunting you.
It's like 
the taste of the first medicine
that you taste in your mouth even
if you're 50 or 100.
Fear just does'nt leave you,
You've to face the fear,
all you have to learn from it is,
don't come back being mess
when it comes to you again.
Be a much more stronger version of yourself.
But I'll agree 
when the fear is near
you just effin' fear.
So
I'll keep it short and simple
cause i don't really talk 
about my fears,
rather it's a question to you'll
Do you fear of fear?

SANJIVANI SHARMA

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